God answers prayers.
Sometimes we don't even realise it because we forget about our prayers.
But God answers prayers.
For this-
It took 2 years for God to answer this specific prayer,
and for Him to be so gracious to let me see His work in the people around me.
But it took me a long long long long time to realise and accept that God is working.
Even now in the midst of all this
God is working.
Thanks for everything,
sorry for whining so much.