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Had such a terrible time during chemo over the weekend I don't even want to think about it. Right now every part of my body is aching, I'm hungry all the time but I can't eat, I'm tired all the time but I can't sleep. Feels pretty shitty. I know I need to go out and get fresh air, I believe I need a good stretch and some oxygen and sunlight, but I'm so tired. I wish all the bad would go away and I'd be good again. I wish all the pain would go away and I'll be fine again. I wish I was stronger than this.