Put some cheer into the atmosphere. Time to try and become a happier person each day with or without negative energy around me. FORCEFIELD. I am surrounded by so much love and so many people I love and deeply care about, I should stop having tunnel vision, stop zooming in on the one source of pain. Let Your love overflow through me, let Your love heal. And as Daph had so kindly written to me, may Your love disarm me and tear down my walls. I will try, I promise.