If you didn't believe in God,
and you mocked hope,
and you refused the thought of eternity,
what were you thinking of
when you decided to take
your own life?
Did you think you were going to forget
all the pain you think you've endured?
But if you have no soul after death,
you don't have the ability to forget.
There is no you.
What happens to your brilliant mind, then?
Did you think you were going to add
to the many particles in space?
Did you think you were going to rest on the moon
and laugh at the stupidity of the human race?
If you didn't believe in God,
and you mocked hope,
and you refused the thought of eternity,
what did you think was going to happen
when you breathed your last breath?